latest update?
new blog post about how i'm not the slightest bit crazy for sure!
september 7th, 2026 - 10:45am
friends? food? both???
like ugh...just ugh..
bruh....lowkey work this week has already been lowk stressful...like its not bad but its like now the kids are realizing its summer and they HAVE to be there and do shit..idk it just must be something in the air...and i still need to recertify like...FUCK. idk it just all hitting fr. gonna try and figure out a way to update the site on mobile whenever i can, hopefully i can figure it out!
july 8th, 2026 - 4:16pmi thrive off using my imagination while listening to music.
if you want the full me experience while stalking my thoughts....
play some sick tunes !! wanna listen on your own time? use the playlist below ;p
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describe my current state of mind? okay !
here's exactly how i feel....but in pictures...because why speak about my feeling when i can SHOW you !
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this post is skins uk themed. could you tell?
don't go bald....ur so funny and not crazy at all!
have you ever found yourself wondering where you've been? like you know you're here but where have you BEEN? no? just me? okay cool well....but recently I've felt so disconnected from myself idk how else to explain it. i'm still me but i'm also not? i don't wanna say derealization but sometimes it feels that way. i do stuff i enjoy, i hangout with my friends, i talk to my husband, i go to work, but then every time i finish one of those things, i feel like i haven't done anything. and yk its probably chalked up to be my history of mental illness (more like PRESENT) but to me that feels like an easy way out of a real explanation. maybe i should get back into therapy....that's what everyone else says anyways. but i'll go back when im ready, and right now i just don't feel ready....all in all, it's a crazy feeling and it feels so minor to complain about...but this is literally my page for my mind so then who really cares? i'll def blog about more cool stuff like music and ,my favorite movies and such BUT had to just jump right in for my first post back...anyways what's new with you guys !
september 7th, 2026 - 10:43amtotally fine with a little bit of sadness, but also just okay
soo....this week and the last was lowk busy asf and crazy asf....firstly aislynns bday party was a hit! got desperate last minute and started inviting random people which turned out amazing cause i got to hang out with some people really needed to hangout with! did get crazy drunk and threw up, but i played just dance afterwards so it was literally fine. spent the next day all sluggish...def doing it again tho! took like 2 pictures of the whole thing but its fine cause that just means we have to do it again! the work week was the reg tbh, nothing too crazy. this upcoming week is one of my kids last weeks before she moves and im literally going to CRY. she's the sweetest thing in the whole world and im gonna miss her SOSOSOSO MUCH!!!! hoping this week just flies by tbh, not for any specific reason but just so i don't have to think about work all week...bought seth a desk today because im such an amazing wife, no need to scream and shit, i know im amazing. i fear there isn't much to talk about yet but a hater post is coming soon because my biggest enemy got married and the pics were BAD....and trust me she's my biggest enemy for ALL the right reason. my hate for her is so justified im actually surprised i don't hate her more than i do now. anyways thats it, ily!
july 14th, 2026lowk hungover??
the 4th was a BLAST lemme tell u what !!! had a lot of fun and actually got to see an good childhood friend who i missed very much !! i didn't drink a lot but i do think the sheer volumn of the fireworks last night did in fact give me a major headache! missing aislynn rn since its her birthday but i hope shes having sooo much fun! called her at midnight too AND she loved the posts i made for her. so i call that a win !! handmaking her gifts which are basically done i just need to add some finishing touches to them and then i also had a last minute idea again so i need to start that one.....in other news, my website is almost done! and then maybe i'll start to join webrings and what not! just need to add finishing touches and do one last page, and also create some custom art for the page. all is well in my mind tho, nothing too crazy...hoping this week goes by fast !
july 5th, 2026pretty okay
testing out this blog format, idk if i like it...well like...i do like it..but like i might chjage it idk. gonna try and figure out a more cohesive layout for blog posts but for rn a scrollbox will do! 2/3 minges are in TN but its okay cause like, yeah fomo but also like idec that much......but it does always make me think about how i barely talk to anyone else LOL ! it seems i have more online friends than real friends...but like who cares! the online hos love me what can i say? im just excited for my queen to get back so i can start going to clubs. no hate to my husband but having her in the club with me would add SOOOO much to the vibes i cannot lie! my designated driver is turning into the designated drinker idk! lowk just hoping i can drink tmr at this family event...i haven't been drunk in so long and this week was ROUGH! i lowky need that drink! anyways thats it i just needed to yap enough to test out the scrollbox...which i couldve done by uploading all my previous blog posts actually- shouldve done that first....
july 4th, 2026feeling silly
got spit on at work...and a chair threw at me (twice) but its okay cause today was good! my kid was late asf but its wtv, and my session for tmr was canceled soooo.....streets are saying we're getting paid tmr and we better be cause im so excited bro. gonna start on v2 of the site today maybe idk. thats really all i have to contribute rn but thx for listening?
june 29th, 2026excited and loving..
7:33pm - so hello void, i'm like so close to being done with my blog ! which would be good news, except for the fact that i actually want to redesign the whole site ! i've decided to keep this one for now and code a seperate one on the side that will replace this one when im finished! that'll be a cute little side project for me idk! i've been trying to avoid doing the FULL code myself but, i think i'm gonna do that. i found a lot of cool websistes that have inspired me....i plan to link their buttons onto my new and updated site. the "fun" section of this page is probs gonna stay a wip just cause i still dont know what fun things i'd wanna add. work tmr....not ready but i will push through cause i get paid this week!! thats really all for my brain dump tho, and ig on the new site i'll have a better blog layout for these posts. also fought coding a chatbox today...so no chatbox here yet BUT new site should have one. oh and ig i should start addint titles to these too huh? maybe i will for the new site! either way ily void!
11:50pm - fell down the largest rabbithole....work at 8am mind u, but i can't stop looking at all these sites! i've been clicking people buttons off other sites i like and i just cant stop...i started bookmarking them all just so i can go back to them for inspo and also get their buttons!! this little corner of the web might be my new obsession theres sooo many cool ones. had to come mind dump into the void about it cause i can't get over it...its almost midnight and im still going....
pretty fucking normal
and saturday has fucking arrived! already feeling my joy and whimsy slipping away.....monday right around the corner....whatever tho! anyways not much happening... Sky had a volleyball game this morning ( they lost... ) but she played pretty good! im actually suprised at how good she did. hanging out with friends tonight for jeremys bday, kinda excited idk! still working on the blog tho, so these posts are just going to the void.
june 27th, 2026hungry...hunger...
work....omfg work. thats literally it like just work...it was SOOOOOOO draining actually all week. i love my job so much don't get me wrong...but it def takes a toll on me. happy its finally the weekend but i have a feeling its going to go by so fucking fast.... life has been alright. can def tell im falling back into old habits but who even really cares? marriage is going great. but that comes as a shocker to literally no one! don't have much to say cause well, im just bullshitting rn lowkey. i'd like to add on that as im writing this my husband has my pizza in the oven but has fallen asleep in his chair...wondering if i should let him burn it and then be shocked or go get it myself....
june 26th, 2026has party culture gone dead?
scrolling through tumblr and the 2015 party fomo is hitting.
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12:45am - september 7th, 2026
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